Family Loss

I was born and raised in the Ghetto, never knew anything but that, I was raised that you make do with what you have, be grateful for what you do have, I had my family, I had my mom who was the best ever and my dad who despite his mental illness he was a wonderful dad. He worked 2 jobs just so we had food on the table, see mom didn’t have welfare or food stamps or any of that sort, they worked. I was taught right from wrong and respect, said my prayers nightly with my mom and dad, and I grew up to be a good person with good children of my own. However seeing how people are raising their children now makes me ill, family’s fighting over drama, just cut the negativity out and continue to live your life, you show respect you get respect, in the end it only matters between you and God, so live your life on your terms but do me one favor, make sure it’s the right way because you can do damage to someone that you have no clue what harm it does, be a good person no matter what your upbringing is, it’s costs $0.00 to be a decent person.



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Sometimes we all feel like this

r a r a s a u r

I almost shut down my blog yesterday, on a whim. I logged in, pushed the new post button out of rote memory, and then paused.

The blank screen is so familiar to me that it rarely looks blank to me. I see the completion of its message, or at least the start.

The cursor isn’t tapping its foot impatiently, it is softly breathing, consistent in its repose.
But yesterday, it was just blank.
There was no life there, and I found myself needing to look behind the clockwork face. I went to settings. I exported the contents, titling it all “just in case”, and then pressed down onto the Delete Button.

Are you sure?
I live on the Internet, I know that no delete button would just immediately send content into the ether. I know the protocol is one final prompt.

Are you sure?
Are you sure?

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Trash Talking

Trash Talking

We all have that one friend who no matter if they have a great life (in our eyes) find the need to complain about everything and anything, honey life is what you make it and it’s not all peaches and cream, if you wanna be happy then make that choice to be happy instead of blaming someone else, if your going to trash talk them then do it to their face instead of behind their backs, at least they can defend themselves rather than you just trashing them. Your no type of person if all you do is run your mouth and I don’t care what the situation is, man up and tell them yourself. Family or friends it does not matter.  

United States 

Looking at relationships, family’s, friendships, government, wars, Internet, society in general and we really are products of our generations influence, for some of you that’s good and for some of you that’s bad, what you have seen, what you think is bad, what happen to you affects your role in today’s society, is it even a society? Pitting one against the other? Making it about what color of your skin is? Treating someone horrible because what you believe is what someone told you, this is 2016 and we have war to bring peace? I look around and see the hate in everyone with sometimes a glimmer of love in their eyes but it won’t show, looking for anything to justify wrongs by doing wrong does not work, our security, our safety as a nation is in jeopardy because of us, not terrorism but because we as a society can not function as one, before you say or do something ask your self this, are you adding to the problem or helping? 2016 and we have war to bring peace to our nation and others? That’s not good, just one more thing I salute our service men and women trying to protect us, just hope it’s not for nothing, The United States is destroying itself from the inside out, no terrorist needed, we are the terrorist.